lost.

you get to a point in time where you realise that you're simply lost. there's just no other way to explain it. what are you doing? why are you here? you feel perplexed even when asked for what makes you happy. who knows. i don't.

you feel empty. soulless. sitting in a boat, sailing to no destination. but then why sail in the first place? why put that foot into the boat? at first you think that you just prefer the solitude. and you do. you prefer it but it doesn't make you happy. being with others definitely doesn't either. that makes you even less happy.

you're stuck in limbo. feeling displaced. a disembodied eye. you belong but you're detached. you're the piece of the puzzle that will never fit.

so how are you meant to feel? well, luckily you can't feel anything. and no one cares about how you feel either.