Friday, July 16, 2010

we need more monkeys!

hello dear readers!

i'm currently writing from Newcastle, my home for the next 2.5 weeks, so this will just be a short entry.

Weather was just lovely today so we went to the park. It's a good 5-6 degrees warmer up here than in Melbourne. My niece and nephew's brand new gumboots came home all muddy! :D


I felt the need to express gratitude and affection to those people in general that just always make the effort with me. I know I'm not the easiest person in the world to understand. I truly am grateful for those that not only put up with me but take the extra step in trying to maintain a relationship regardless of what the circumstances may be. Some people just can't be bothered these days or pretend to get close just because they want something. There's only a handful of you out there whose friendship actually means something to me so I feel so privileged to know you guys will always be there. Many, many thanks! You should know who you are. :)

I do strive to be as independent as possible. Things happen over time to make you realise that just because you have all these people who talk to you doesn't mean that they always care about you. You get to a point where you depend on them so much. When you finally realise them for what and who they are, you immediately try to escape. Then you just feel so alone and lost. I don't know where I'd be without a few special people. Special shout-out to k. nguyen! Even though she doesn't know this blog is here.

I'm eternally in debt to those few people I know that I can always rely on. Thanks so much! ♥

I hope everyone is well! I'll write again soon!

xx.

When your head is in a certain place... Nobody around to make you safe. Stand strong and you will grow. - Wait Til You See My Smile by Alicia Keys

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