Hi everyone!
I hope all is well and those of you on break from school are making the most of absent early mornings and late nights studying. I really did think that, because holidays have started, I'd blog much more often but really its sort of been the same. There's been a fair amount of stuff on my mind lately so over the next few days it'll probably all come rolling out on here.
First off, today has been frustrating due to an acquaintance who just can't get the hint that they're the most moody and mentally-straining person I've ever met in my life. I just feel like saying: 'Maybe if you just chill out and stop thinking about things so much then you won't be upset and angry at something every other day. Stop getting angry at people for no reason. It's silly.'
Extremely frustrating.
But do you know what?
I'm very much over chasing the good-opinion of those whose opinion don't amount to much anyway.
If people are nice to me then I'm nice to them. if you're mean to me then don't expect me to be nice to you. I won't necessarily be mean but I definitely won't make too much of an effort with you. Don't talk to me? Then I won't talk to you. Simple, really.
I had dinner the other night with some girls from high school and I couldn't help but observe how people change so easily. Or maybe they were always like that but I couldn't see it. There's only one person from high school that I keep regular contact with and consider still as one of my closest friends. My year12 self would probably be surprised. We were always close but towards the final years there were others that I was much closer to. When I randomly bump into these other girls, it's like they don't want to talk. Personal jokes and memories that we used to laugh about are barely remembered or acknowledged with a less than convincing 'oh yeah... haha...' It's funny how things change. It's funny when you realise who were really your friends and who just went along with it because they happened to be there. I know it's been 18 months but for some reason I struggle to let go. Sentimental much?
On a lighter note, I got a lovely new white bookcase for my room! It's square and made up of 16 smaller squares. I got a red box and small door along with some red drawers to go into a few of the squares. It was a shame that I only bought one box... I realised earlier today that I probably need another two. Sigh. But it looks really nice! I'll have to start cleaning up all my stuff soon... Definitely before I head up to Newcastle.
Spending time with K. Nguyen tomorrow (Wednesday; technically today). Even though I just saw her Monday night. I really don't know what I'd do without her. :)
Yes, I'm writing this post at this completely ridiculous hour because my sleep pattern has been messed up.
Uruguay vs. Netherlands in less than 1.5 hours. It's logical to stay up but then it's not...?
I should really add pictures to my posts... Give a bit more feeling to it. Next time. :)
Anyway, I'll post again very soon!
xx.
Nobody's singing about you anymore. You thought you heard it? Well, you must've heard wrong. - As You Cry by the Hush Sound
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