pictures of gifts. belated now, obviously.

here are the pictures of my presents that i promised i would upload... a month ago. ><"

Yoshi slippers and Super Mario chess set from Triet and Bao

Yummy hot chocolate mix from Maria

Nail Polish from Vickie Wong

Necklace and fish book from Kathleen and Lyn

Tony Bianco clutch and movie ticket from Fee Song

Photo frame, perfume and bag from Roger Ho

Book and wand from Clairey

Books from Justin

Book book cover for my macbook pro from Anh Quan and Carminia

Wallet from Anh Xu, Anh Bi, Jen, Martin and Darryn

Jumper and baret from Nick and Gabbi

Perfume and wand/pen from Anna

Thermos and book from Stacey

UFC gloves from Kimmy

I forgot to take a picture of the Daria set Chris got me. =="

woopsie daisies!

sorry i've been away for so long!! so much went on during the break that i just never got much of a chance to sit down and write... i ended up going on a roadtrip to sydney to visit my cousin, then stayed with my brother in newcastle for a fortnight!

i'm now back at uni... and just not in study mode at all. so i'm hating all my subjects two days in. it's so bad. ><"

in regards to certain other long-standing issues in my life... i'm just going let it be. i've decided that i'd value the alternative so much more as a friend. he means a lot to me as he is and i wouldn't want to change that. lord knows he already has to put up with my constant whinging... bless him! it's friendly love! :D

as to the one i always considered the main... sometimes i just wish i could get over it. but then he's just so nice that it makes it so hard. he was messaging me today... i'm in way over my head with this. i guess the real drawback when considering him is that (this is going to sound so SO stupid) but he's almost just too social? being the hermity, borderline people-disliker that i am, it makes him the opposite of me. i only have 3 hours of class with him per week this sem as opposed to last sem where it was 8 hours a week. when i see him, it's like... !!! i've said before, he's not good looking nor does he even try to be so by dressing well, there's nothing special about his personality, but something is just... right. i don't know what it is. there's just a weird charisma about him. hmmm. SIGH. the more i write, the bigger the hole i'm digging for myself. :(

decisions, decisions.

okay, so remember ages ago when i mentioned i had a main and an alternative? well, they're sort of on par with each other these days. why? well, i was slightly intoxicated on my birthday and the alternative was really sweet and looked after me and stuff, and i can't just disregard all that. since that night, i can't stop thinking about him. i was wholly convinced that i was over the main. then he fb messaged me yesterday, asking why i kept quickly going online then offline because it was annoying him that every time he tried talking to me i'd go offline. i thought that was really sweet. then we messaged back and forth for a while, and now i think about him a lot too! :(

the behavior of both can be simply attributed to the fact that they're both just really nice guys... but then there's always that girly part of me that says: 'hey, both these guys are really smart and clever... it seems unlikely that they would say/do things without thinking about what their actions are implying.'

now i don't know what to do. i feel so noob.

i'll put photos from my 21st up soon, along with pictures of presents and stuff so that they can all be immortalized on the internet! :D

sorry for the lack of posts (alternatively, the few shoddy posts) that i've written lately. i promise i'll be back to form soon.

xx.