decisions, decisions.

okay, so remember ages ago when i mentioned i had a main and an alternative? well, they're sort of on par with each other these days. why? well, i was slightly intoxicated on my birthday and the alternative was really sweet and looked after me and stuff, and i can't just disregard all that. since that night, i can't stop thinking about him. i was wholly convinced that i was over the main. then he fb messaged me yesterday, asking why i kept quickly going online then offline because it was annoying him that every time he tried talking to me i'd go offline. i thought that was really sweet. then we messaged back and forth for a while, and now i think about him a lot too! :(

the behavior of both can be simply attributed to the fact that they're both just really nice guys... but then there's always that girly part of me that says: 'hey, both these guys are really smart and clever... it seems unlikely that they would say/do things without thinking about what their actions are implying.'

now i don't know what to do. i feel so noob.

i'll put photos from my 21st up soon, along with pictures of presents and stuff so that they can all be immortalized on the internet! :D

sorry for the lack of posts (alternatively, the few shoddy posts) that i've written lately. i promise i'll be back to form soon.

xx.