i thought spending a day without seeing you would be a good thing. so i skipped the class that we have together. i avoided places that you might be. all the while looking over my shoulder in the hope that i would bump into you.
someone else sat where you usually sit today. someone else sat through my whinging, complaining and odd behaviour. they sat with me where we usually sit and for a similar duration of time. it made things so much clearer.
he wasn't you. he didn't make me smile and laugh like you do. he didn't have that positive energy.
it made me miss you, even though we don't even spend that much time together.
i don't care that i'm digging my own grave when it comes to you. i'm in so deep, i can't even remember where i came from.
i wish you knew.
actually, i just wish for the strength to be able to hope that you could possibly feel the same about me.
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