i'm living a teenage dream.
♥ Katy Perry. Majorly sad that I'm not going to her concert tonight. *FROWN*
i hope everyone survived the cold weather and winds today! i was quite thankful for only having 2 hours of uni today. :)
the inspiration i talked of yesterday is pretty much gone. LOL. yeah, it's like that. nothing really hangs around for a long time when it comes to me. except this terrible sickness at the moment. my throat hurts so much! it feels like someone trying to shove a whole orange down my throat every time i cough, which is much too often. i hope i didn't infect anyone today! ><
this is just a quick entry because i noticed that i'd gotten slack with the posts.
can't wait till summer to get back into shorts and thongs. :)
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okay i'm just a little ticked off at the moment. i would really like it if people would stop trying to push me academically. yes, i know i don't hit the high level that i used to. it just turns out that i'm not the academic type. i don't get some sort of fulfilment from getting good marks or sacrificing heaps of my time on something i don't like so that i can get a number out of 10 at the end of the day. i worked my arse off for two years and realised it amounted to a number at the end that no one even cared about. can i do it for another 7 years? i think not.
i don't plan on being a millionaire later on in life. i'm sure i'll be able to achieve whatever it is that i want to achieve without large sums of money. most of the population do it, don't they? and i think i'm old enough to see when i need to pick up the slack. all i've ever had is schoolwork. i think i'd know if i'm about to fail and when to ask for help.
please stop trying to lock me up at home in an attempt to make me 'study'. i really don't work like that. the more time i know that i have, the more i'll just procrastinate. it's just who i've become. it was never meant to happen. but you just hit a point, you know?
i don't know if i'll ever come out of this slump.
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