i shouldn't have to think so hard before saying something

hi!

i hope everyone is well and enjoying the rather pretty weather outside while i'm inside.

this is just a really quick entry because i just needed to vent about something.

okay, for the past few months i've been getting to know an acquaintance of mine better. awesome person, really funny and all. but i just get the impression that they're easily peeved off so i have to think really really hard about everything i say before i say it. which makes conversation absolutely EXHAUSTING! and i don't even say much simply because i'm scared they'll take offense and get angry at me. i sent them a random message yesterday just because, yeah, i do that and today they were angry with people for randomly messaging them? just to put it out there: i really hope they're not angry with me because the message was purely random and i had no intention of making them look for me. if i wanted to find you to study with then i would've just said: 'are you at uni? can i come study with you? where are you?' because i would go to them and not make them come to me. but that would've been stupid anyway considering it was like, 6:30pm and i was rocking up to uni.

i would really like to friends with this person but at the same time i'm kinda scared of them? not because they're really scary but i just feel like i have to be careful about what i say. like, i can't say too much in fear that they might read this but i have really mixed feelings towards them. ... interpret that anyway you like. :P

now i just sound like a self-centred loser who thinks that everything is about her. sigh. i just can't get a win, can i? =="

on a much lighter note, i went out for dinner last night at Izakaya Den on Russell st in the city. it was really nice. it deserves a proper entry so i'll write it up when i next have time. :)

also got some shoes yesterday in my procrastination. :)