why

I wonder why you make me smile.

We share but few words in the space of hours.

I caught you staring last time.

Instead of diverting your eyes and blushing,

You smiled and said, 'Carry on. Don't mind me.'

That in itself made me think if I had ever met anyone like you before.

arghhh. i need to get out more. this dude has my thoughts all wrapped up. i'm checking my facebook every 20 minutes like some 14 year old girl hoping to have a message from him. he probably doesn't even think of me as anything more than that little asian girl from class. i don't even feel like i really like him that much. well it's different from every other time i've ever experienced. it's a settled and humming feeling, rather than a really sharp and overpowering one. maybe this is what its meant to feel like, seeing as though the outcomes of the other type were always quite terrible.

SIGH.

i wish i wasn't so naive and tactless. considering i'm a girl, i completely suck at being one.