here's what has been happening:
1. i've been sick for the last 3 days: feeling heaps better today; almost 100%. stomach's still giving me a bit of grief. had to skip my practical class on thursday... which reminds me that i need to go get a medical certificate... :S
2. roger ho's 21st tonight: hopefully i'll feel well enough to go. i really hope i can... i've been looking forward to it heaps!!
3. the wrong person appears to like me? : sighhh. oh man. that was a bad day. i'll elaborate below.
4. the right person appears to like someone else: SIGHHH. shall also elaborate below.
okay. so thursday was the beginning of a bad few days.
i wake up in the morning with complete body aches and pains. didn't know if i should go into uni, but figured that i had to because i had a practical class. my brother ended up driving me in, so i got to uni at 9:00am even though i didn't actually have a class till 11:00am. i went to the bailieu and basically slept at a desk in the hopes of feeling better. unfortunately, by the time 11:00am came along, i did not feel any better at all. either way, i dragged myself to class.
when i got to the lecture theatre, i was still 15 minutes early so i sat outside. i figured that it would be better for me to sit outside to get a bit more air as opposed to inside the theatre because it often gets pretty stuffy. so as i was waiting outside when ## comes along. we get along really well and chat on fb and stuff. he recently split with his gf and has been upset about it and all, so he talks to me about it sometimes. my brother had already warned me about being too nice to ##, just incase i ended up as the rebound. this worried me considerably for a while, but then i realised that i had explicitly told him that i like caucasian guys so i felt pretty safe. oh, did i mention he's really good friends with **? ** being the person i'm rather interested in... that i've been blogging about for a month. :P
anyways, so i'm sitting outside and ## comes along. so we're all like hey, how are you, rah rah rah... and i tell him that i'm feeling pretty sick and not sure i can go to prac and stuff, and i'm also just sitting outside because the air's a bit clearer. i was also waiting for nick. and he's all like, 'yeah that's cool, i usually wait out here for ** anyways.' so we're just chattin' then nick comes. so even though i felt super sick, i can't help but be excited when i see nick because it's really quite rare that i do get to see him now. so i get up and start moving towards the lecture theatre with nick and ## comes along with us and he's like: 'where do you wanna sit?' i guess i was somewhat surprised that he wanted to come sit with me and it was even worse that the usual row that he and ** occupy was already taken. so he follows nick and i all the way to the back of the theatre. pretty silly of him, because i don't think nick nor i planned on actually doing any work. so anyways, we're sitting there and then ** comes in, and instead of occupying the seat next to nick, he chooses to sit in the row in front of us. so i give him mock annoyance just for fun. anyways, the lecture starts and really, nick and i just talk through the whole thing because we had a lot of gamsat-related things to talk about. ** threatened to cut my tongue out at one stage. found that quite funny for some reason.
so nick and i are sitting there chatting away, and every now and then ## nudges me to say something. so i'm kind of sitting behind ** and i notice him pull his phone out. he writes a text and then closes his phone. ## then receives a text. i randomly just happened to look over when ## reads the text, and it says 'she's diggin' ya, you're in.' ## then looked up and obviously saw that i saw the text. i hope i had an expression of great discomfort on my face. SO THAT WAS THAT. AWKWARD. i left at the end of the lecture feeling pretty down that ** thought i liked ## when i really liked **.
so i then went to the biomed library with both of them and the others in my group to finish our assignment. it is so hard to sit next to ** for a whole hour. he smells good. LOL. i can't help it!!
anyways, so i went home after that and skipped prac. i was just feeling too ill. konked out for 24 hours.
friday night. logged onto facebook. **'s status is about how he thinks that he's finally met the one. my heart broke. :(
and that was my disastrous few days. it doesn't actually look that bad in writing... :)
i was surprised that i wasn't more hurt. saying that my heart broke is probably an exaggeration. i was definitely disappointed, but it wasn't quite so bad as i thought it would be. my girly instincts tell me that there's a one in a billion chance that he could be talking about me, but even i'm not silly enough to wholeheartedly believe that.
so yeah. i think i'll have a few drinks tonight. my stomach has definitely settled over the last couple of hours... :)
sigh. he's so perfect. i hope the girl's worth it.
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