i fail at my own degree.

hey everyone!

i got my results from my mid semester exam for pharmacology theory. saying that i 'failed miserably' is probably an understatement. oh well, there's nothing i can do about it now so i'll just have to somehow make up for it in my end of year exam. sigh.

the dude seems like a bit of a snob. the more i talk to him, the more i kind of dislike him. put i have prac tomorrow so i'll update how i feel about it then.

currently writing my essay that's due tomorrow!

reading, reading and more reading!

12.25am: i really have to stop looking up journal articles for this essay. i started at 3, then went to 8, then 10 and finally added one more to make it 11. it's been a long few days of reading. going to plan my essay now and hopefully write a chunk of it tonight. i will go to bed at 2.30am if i can manage to stay up til then.

fb chattin'

he's so not interested.

or it could be my dodgy fb chat on safari? no. no excuses.

moving on it is! :)

update: i think i'm gonna jump off a bridge now. that was just so damn awkward! ><"

paper and orange highlighter.

can't get through reading all these papers! it's just so much! and i have an inkling that they're unrelated to the paper that i need to write... :S

the plan is to finish reading today and then plan and write most of the essay today... fingers crossed!!

dude put a cute quote from a rihanna song as his status. cuteness.


i shall keep you all updated with my essay progress later on today. :)

weather is simply gorgeous today, i hope all you melbournians are out there enjoying it!

xx

i can and i will!

really must start my essay today, even if its just reading and researching. i've already left it till very late... ><"

I CAN AND I WILL! :D

work was quiet, so mum let me go home early. YAY! :)

oh, and did i mention...

i had boost juice today. in the first time in like, ages. it was... so... good. :)

why

I wonder why you make me smile.

We share but few words in the space of hours.

I caught you staring last time.

Instead of diverting your eyes and blushing,

You smiled and said, 'Carry on. Don't mind me.'

That in itself made me think if I had ever met anyone like you before.

arghhh. i need to get out more. this dude has my thoughts all wrapped up. i'm checking my facebook every 20 minutes like some 14 year old girl hoping to have a message from him. he probably doesn't even think of me as anything more than that little asian girl from class. i don't even feel like i really like him that much. well it's different from every other time i've ever experienced. it's a settled and humming feeling, rather than a really sharp and overpowering one. maybe this is what its meant to feel like, seeing as though the outcomes of the other type were always quite terrible.

SIGH.

i wish i wasn't so naive and tactless. considering i'm a girl, i completely suck at being one.